The very thought of you and her together is something that makes my stomach churn and my eyes water.
Knowing that right now she's in you're arms while you sleep breaks my heart a thousand times over.
I hate that I still love you.
I really really do.
I wish someone could fix it for me,
but unless it's something huge I don't think
anyone can get passed these feelings that
just don't seem to want to go away.
P.S. Every time you tell me how much you love her, and how wonderful she is, I feel like a part of me dies..and instead of crying I that little part breaks off and is blown off into the void that you've created.